Mockery
Life is making a mockery of me. Taking me up and down for so long. Never, did I think, this could be me. For a moment in time I stand still Then it comes back and my head wants to explode. This sick madness and the countless amounts of pills. It just laughs in my face. Makes me pay with my own tears. Blood just sheds from a broken heart. Broken by poisoned hands, your ignorance. And you say you still care. And I believe you without a doubt. Life shows its sardonic grin As you said you care, not here to take my hand. Mockery, I played on myself. Just can’t move on. Worst fear, some wishes never come true. One did, not for long. One bad dream, it came along. Cannot live without being reminded how I love you And how I lost you. July 28th, 2010 2:00 am